a voice in the wind

"I am learning to see. I don't know why it is, but everything penetrates more deeply into me and does not stop at the place where until now it always used to finish. I have an inner self of which I was ignorant. Everything goes thither now, what happens there I do not know." - Rainer Maria Rilke

Friday, April 30, 2010




Serendipity......thats rare

Last few months have been a damn low for me, to my distress , I was running inexpressive or should i say avoid of "serendipity" - this word i read in a bulky newspaper, from then it keeps ringing in my empty head. To fill the void, let me tell you who are those crony mates i met in these days & nights, poking me to rewind back. I met a IIT B girl, early i saw her blog not a great one, well i mean a great blog is one having lots of post, comments and you know everything is active, its like platform of Dadar. But it was a quite one, no comments, article in an interval of 5-6 months. A line that struck on the blog was "my life has become a catalog".. this line is one which i keep thinking all my engineering days. You know how I am, uncertain to limit, all those days i kept on thinking my life is like a catalog too, a g , a FF on maths paper, a grace on analog, a fight with Profs, Verge of getting in J, Gang war, raced at 120km,hr , Night out on Insti roof, quarrel with friends, fielding on mercy paper, drive for 6hrs continuously, inch of luck from my dean's anger, forged sign of my HOD, unlucky enough to see friends funeral, para-gliding - parachute got hung in a tree first time(what we call - baal baal bache:)), swimming at sea(salty one), hard luck at placements till now, always got a cool rommie, tried a hand in painting and writing(unofficial)....way to go. You can try too, u will get a catalog filthy one ofcourse. I met her and i think i am no unlucky guy who did my engineering from NIT. Well moving on to the next person, I met National Head of the best company in its segment, He was frowning for the whole meet though, but from my meeting i just got an inference, being workaholic is shit man, really. next on the list is my guide, he too is a head. Coolest manager, never seen him doing anything except taking liquid in and getting it out. But has a good knowledge, helps in my confusion period of my project. But he loaded me with his own project. Anyway, my project is not over i should not say him anything. Have a very bad experience whenever i said bad about some GURU in my life. Ya i know , you might be thinking what this all have to relate with serendipity, more precisely, there are lots of conditions in our life, emotions, feelings, learnings all this are always present there, Its just a matter of choice what we chose, that becomes our Luck. Its actually lack of serendipity as we expect it to happen the other way ....